This career choice is so different from what I'm used to. That's what it basically is, right? A career choice; something you've committed to making your life mission.
One minute you think to yourself, "I've got this, it's not so bad". The next you're thinking you have no idea what you're doing and somehow your baby has ended up with the worst choice for a mother. I know, the thoughts are fleeting. You just get pushed so far with so little feedback you have no choice but to question yourself. So you go and cry it out as you do the dishes so you'll have clean bottles for the next feeding. You look into their beautiful faces and forget your troubles for a moment or two, then start the cycle all over again.
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